THE LEGAL SANCTITY OF MARRIAGE - PART 10 <> WHERE JEALOUSY DETERMINES A WINNER!: WHERE GREEN WITH ENVY IS A COLOUR MATCH MADE FOR MORE THAN TWO!!

ON THE ENVELOPE WAS WRITTEN “TO THE ONE & ONLY LOVE OF MY LIFE!”
(Plus the Recipient’s Name here.) (Who? Wait and See!) “TO BE OPENED AFTER MY FUNERAL!”
BUT ON THE INSIDE IT BEGAN -THE ONE & ONLY LOVE OF MY LIFE
Well that’s what they all thought! Didn’t they? We had them well and truly fooled!?
If they had only known? It was apparent to me (? & You too ?) that after a few years it wasn’t quite working out as we had both planned/hoped, as also our dreams/aspirations went on diverse paths from very early on!
Having a child might help remedy the unease we felt those times? (Was the thought?!)
Well it did mean our focus became a joint routine, but only for so long, since our original routine routes reverted to their origins and original divergent paths. I know we had differing levels of needs &/or desires and where/when spontaneity needed to play its part.
But, work for one meant we had differing daily routines, but we could have made compromises as to our when & where!
Just as we could have with the how!
I know full well you were not one to look at what could be classed as temptation to stray.
There again the way you dressed perhaps made you less appealing than you’d hoped?
But your faithfulness could not be faulted as much as your other home faults!?
But mine you know was not spotless – as I admitted that ONE unsuccessful dalliance those many years into our troubled selves life together! But, and here come those OTHER Now Very Big Highlighted Buts:-

• The neighbour with that body to die for became mine until the spouse got a sniff something was amiss and they moved away!
• The sexy one who occasionally car pooled with us on those morning school runs, which took longer than expected – as our mutual appeal meant the sexually expected became an occasioned sexual experience feature!
• Those Conference Weekends we both had to encounter in our differing work fields, became a constant on the look out sex feeding field for me!
• That lack of the physical urge charged atmosphere never co-existed between us and it was no shock separate bedrooms beckoned.
• Yes we fooled little Daisy! Saying it was to accommodate our work waking & bedding schedules!
• Or those prying relatives who appreciated it was no fun sleeping with and being constantly woken by the tossing & turning one at your side...with the all too regular toilet visits!
• Even the aspect of one liking a soft bed the other a HARD ONE – and yes they totally missed the innuendo – dopes!
• And more dope you for not wanting to change for me:- that lack of being vocal or being the initiator began to grind so early on!
• Then when spontaneously initiated by me, became the wrong time, or the awkward time etc – never a resounding Yes Please Time!
• But, unbeknown to you that Overtime Work Spontaneity was truly/vocally welcomed by my co-late worker in the then empty, out of sight, walk in knee trembling storage rooms!
• Or laid out across the interview table as our hands asked all the right questions of each other’s exposed lower stimulating/stimulated zones until the ecstatic answers came!
• Oh the joy to mutually feel each other to a climax whilst sun bathing half clad - But you never showed any inclination, or proffered some lame excuse that the neighbours might see/hear? Even when I assured you they were out!
• And the so any other advance rejected times.
• And so the only sexual noises made in the house would be me during my self-satisfying, as there was no other aroused human available alternative!
• But now I am gone you can go your own uneventful, uninspiring way!