Plain Jane Guinness & I once...: Book 3 A Freak of Nature - Continued!? More Regina(l) Ru(l)es and Ru(s)es & a YCTV Introduction

...It all started with him taking his shirt off in front of me & asked...? This was the first time I was naked to his eyes. He took it all in. Then, casually, he walked away as I picked up my blouse; with my back still to him I put my arms through the sleeves; I started to slowly button up. Then, now totally melted, fully buttoned up and tucked in, I felt confident as I turned around ...He had gone!.. “Yes, it is not only those who are without who dream of getting it. Just cos you’re either rich &/or famous, or, from this, well-connected, you can dream of achievements, which apparently are out of your compass, even out of your comfort zone, but you can still give it a try! She did. But new technology within her dream bubble eventually caught up & burst it! Or, was it just those beneath her, who just didn’t cut the mustard for those above her, either rich &/or famous, or, from this, well-connected, whom she wanted to financially attract? Or had the edge just gone from her resolve?” And so another Youth Community Project bit the dust, but John was still on the up and up Whitehall way as Cuddles became welcoming gropes, all out of sight of those prying/recording Security Camera Eyes! ... ? There was one stumbling block for me: he would always recollect anything that was important to him! So, perhaps one should expect him not to recollect so many names etc, as they were not important to him! But, he seemed to recollect so much of me/my etc, so were they/I becoming important to him? This led to the other stumbling block for me: the seemingly continual blurring of the doctor/patient dynamic, so was that becoming important to him? This could only lead to a veritable disappointing conclusion, whose avoidance should be important to him! But, with his experience relayed of bad decision making, misreading situations etc, should I not make steering clear of the blurring important to him? Or, should I let itself play itself out and let him have his way, if that were important to him? But, will I regret handing him the reins, knowing he’ll likely, inevitably fall/fail: how I cope will then be most important to him?! But, will it be for me? Likely as not, as I am preparing myself for that day. Though, when it comes, it might not be as I expect! Prepare yourselves...for a 110 page count down↓, for his down↓ & out! ..But his success with her was going to come to an abrupt halt as the door beckoned him: A Medical Foot Note: Now John has gone and one can critically review his case experiences in more depth, there might be some (more astute?) out there who might consider he were more than just one who fantasizes, especially in his actions towards women? Such of you out there might point to such a possibly rare sexual deviant condition? ### In tubes/trains/London/Belgium/Japan/Kings X; in tandem with masturbation/stained trousers/voyeurism/female man handling/rape; that first date episode treatment and that of his wife to be and her thereafter - and, then, there were those personal/handy intrusions upon myself! Well, I feel, out of respect to those who think they have the answer, I should visit such a psychological mental illness...paraphrasing, in my usual fashion, ### the relevant John appropriate aspects, which I needed address. But what went wrong? A simple misguided present! So what went on in between before he was again expectantly rejected? “Sorry, John, I don’t know what possessed you! I cannot take this from you and you know that our sessions together will now have to come to an end. I’ll let Mary know. Sorry again!” With no objections raised, nor defense proffered, he left and I was alone again. I reflected on a famous saying, whose wording I changed slightly to suit the occasion: he once called me a looker, it made me feel good inside, but now it’s so different .. And thus, our intimate umbilical session liaison had its cord severed. Next patient please!